A beautiful creature

Say sorry to unfaithful

Sorry for being bad to u..
I hope u will forgive me
I shouldn't even have the thought of it
Let alone switching u with another kind

I'm truly sorry blogspot
U are the best still
I can't figure out wordpress
And trust me, I won't ...again...

(ps. u thought who else? cha dao!)

Say hi to what's left

From Daul's blog:

dont people understand

last stages

are

more

calm?


do you really think

im happy ?

Say hi to ...boredom

I am mad.

My eyes are sore.

I am bored.

I just slept, now I want to sleep again.

I am staring at the computer, don't know what to do.

I should leave. Haha.

In loving memory of...

To Daul,

It's been 3 days since you have passed on. I hope you are at a better place right now. I hope you are lonely no more and I hope you will find your happiness and peace that you never had here. I never knew who you were and you do not know of my existence. We were both strangers but I somehow felt connected to you. The pain that you go through is beyond imaginable- it took courage for you to hang yourself- but I am not saying suicide is the right way to end your miserable life. I wish you could reach for help. I wish I could help. We all wish we could do something but in the end, it is too late. You have left.

You will be dearly missed. May you rest in peace, Daul.

And, for a tribute to Daul, all of my post title will be starting with "say hi to..." in famous Daul way as what she does to her blog.

Love and kisses,
xoxo

May you rest in peace

R.I.P Daul Kim (5/31/89 ~ 11/19/09)

Why would you choose to end your life? Why does suicide ever comes to your mind? What have you been through? The questions will never be answered. To many, Daul is a top model, having her career skyrocketed since her debut a few years back. Being a frequent reader of her blog, I personally was convinced that she committed suicide the moment I found out that she was dead. The message are pretty clear and being just a fan, I thought she was being too tired and are going through her "rebel angsty stage" where most 20 years do go through. Sadly, her's are beyond that, she must have gone through a lot more.
Like these:

• "maybe i didnt live long enough to know."

• "-what i do is not a bad occupation someone is always willing to pay.
• +i would find it
• tiring."
  

• "the more i gain
• the more lonely it is"
  

• "i know i'm like a ghost
• i have nothing"
  

• "it must be so nice to be loved ..."

This is very sad, disturbing and depressing. May you find your happiness, Daul Kim.

Another Clinique splurge

Everything comes with a story and for me, it's so hard to say no to any Clinique products because I'm just so in love with them.

I've been trying to find a suitable perfume since I finished using my Happy Clinique one. I tried Versace Versense - it's seductive but comes with a pricier tag. So, when I head down to my fave Clinique counter last weekend, gosh here's the products that I spent on.

Get Happy set -RM120
(Happy Clinique perfume and lotion)

I thought why not use the same perfume again since I like the scent a lot and come with cheaper tag. The lotion is equally nice smelling.

Total Moisture set -RM170

(Moisture Surge Extended Thirst Relief, Moisture Surge Face Spray & Gloss in Grapefruit)

Moisture surge is my definite must have for my everyday skincare. One moisture surge costs me RM160 alone so by paying more RM10, I get the face spray and the lip gloss- why not? It's so worth it!

Then, there's there 1-2-3 steps which has now broaden itself -the more I purchased, the more steps I need to squeeze into. Cleanser, toner, concentrate, moist, moist again and sunblock and when the skin's dry again- re-moist!

So, in a bunch , it looks like this!


Or this much in a better structured view.
By the way, total spend is RM290- another hole in my purse.....

Ni Nee

A sleeping cat.

Then she woke up.

Must be the sound of my phone camera.

She's cute, isn't she?

Midnight Awake

Blogging at this wee hours only shows one thing- that I'm still awake despite it being 12.08am and that I have work tomorrow (mind you, I need to wake up at 6.30am) -which means that I have approximately 6 hours to sleep.
I've been feeling awaken lately. I am terribly tired when I finish my job; half asleep when I'm waiting for my bus (sometimes, I just fall asleep) but whenever I'm in front of my laptop- the time just flies so fast, the next thing I know it is past 12.
If only I have more control over my time.....Time to sleep now. Really.