Say hi to what's left

From Daul's blog:

dont people understand

last stages

are

more

calm?


do you really think

im happy ?

In loving memory of...

To Daul,

It's been 3 days since you have passed on. I hope you are at a better place right now. I hope you are lonely no more and I hope you will find your happiness and peace that you never had here. I never knew who you were and you do not know of my existence. We were both strangers but I somehow felt connected to you. The pain that you go through is beyond imaginable- it took courage for you to hang yourself- but I am not saying suicide is the right way to end your miserable life. I wish you could reach for help. I wish I could help. We all wish we could do something but in the end, it is too late. You have left.

You will be dearly missed. May you rest in peace, Daul.

And, for a tribute to Daul, all of my post title will be starting with "say hi to..." in famous Daul way as what she does to her blog.

Love and kisses,
xoxo

May you rest in peace

R.I.P Daul Kim (5/31/89 ~ 11/19/09)

Why would you choose to end your life? Why does suicide ever comes to your mind? What have you been through? The questions will never be answered. To many, Daul is a top model, having her career skyrocketed since her debut a few years back. Being a frequent reader of her blog, I personally was convinced that she committed suicide the moment I found out that she was dead. The message are pretty clear and being just a fan, I thought she was being too tired and are going through her "rebel angsty stage" where most 20 years do go through. Sadly, her's are beyond that, she must have gone through a lot more.
Like these:

• "maybe i didnt live long enough to know."

• "-what i do is not a bad occupation someone is always willing to pay.
• +i would find it
• tiring."
  

• "the more i gain
• the more lonely it is"
  

• "i know i'm like a ghost
• i have nothing"
  

• "it must be so nice to be loved ..."

This is very sad, disturbing and depressing. May you find your happiness, Daul Kim.